| Location | Basildon ,essex |
| Age | 28 years |
| Cause of Death | Motorbike Accident |
| Date of Birth | 14/03/1975 |
| Date of Death | 13/01/2004 |
| Visitors | 38,971 since 20/05/2007 |
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PLEASE READ MY UPDATE.............
I LOST MY FRIEND BRENDA TONIGHT RIP BRENDA x x x x x 20-07-09
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DARREN ROBERT HILLS -DIED 13-01-2004 28YRS OLD TNT-COURIER
DRIVER
HE LIVED IN BASILDON ESSEX WITH HES MUM JENNY, HE HAS 3 BROTHERS.HES DAD LIVES IN WITHAM,HE DIED ON
HES MOTORBIKE COMING HOME FROM WORK.
DARREN WAS THE MOST WONDERFUL SON, BROTHER AND MATE.HE LIVED HES LIFE TO THE FULL.HE HAD SO MANY
FRIENDS TOO MANY TO MENTION BUT BEST FRIENDS BEING TEL FOREMOST AND COXY.HE HAD FRIENDS OF ALL
AGES.NOTHING WAS EVER TOO MUCH FOR HIM HE WAS ALWAYS HAPPY-GO-LUCKY.HE LOVED EVERYTHING ABOUT LIFE,
CLUBBING,HES CARS,HES BIKES,HES HOLIDAYS,MUSIC AND EVEN WORK.HE HAD A REAL ZEST FOR LIFE. EVERYONE
WHO KNEW HIM LOVED HIM BUT I LOVED HIM SO
MUCH HE WASNT JUST MY SON HE WAS MY BEST FRIEND,MY ROCK.SO MANY PEOPLE HAVE TOLD ME THAT DARREN WAS
TOO GOOD FOR THIS WORLD PRAHAPS THIS IS SO BUT HE WAS MY SON AND I WAS PRIVILEDGE TO HAVE HIM FOR
ONLY 28YRS,I LOVE YOU DARREN AND I AM TRULY HEARTBROKEN. LOVE YOU. MUM X X
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27-05-08
DAL I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE AND NEED YOU IM FINDING LIFE WITHOUT YOU SO VERY HARD.
I FEEL I HAVE LOST SO MUCH FRIENDS & FAMILY MY WILL TO LIVE I FEEL NO-BODY UNDERSTANDS ME AND I AM
JUST A BURDEN I HAVE NO-BODY TO TALK TO LIKE I DID WITH YOU I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH YOU WERE SO
SPECIAL YOU HAD THE ABILTY TO LISTEN AND ANSWER MY QUESTIONS AND PROBLEMS WITHOUT MAKING ME FEEL
INCAPABLE X X
YOU ARE THE MOST AMAZING PERSON AND SON ANYONE COULD WISH TO KNOW AND HAVE AND I MISS AND LOVE MORE
AND MORE EVERYDAY I CANT WAIT TO JOIN YOU SON X X
I LOVE YOU DAL ALWAYS AND FOREVER X X X X
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12-05-09
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DAL I STILL CANT GET IT IN MY HEAD YOU ARE GONE I STILL EXPECT YOU TO COME
WALKING THROUGH THE DOOR & THROW YOUR BIKE KEYS ON THE SIDE AND CALL OUT MUM IM HOME.....IF
ONLY......
WELL ONE OF STUART'S FRIENDS SARAH PHONED ME TONIGHT SHE STARTED GOING TO A MEDIUM WORKSHOP AND SHE
GOT A MESSAGE FROM YOU LAST WEEK SO SHE ASKED FOR A PHOTO OF YOU AND I SENT HER A COUPLE LAST WEEK
WELL SHE WENT TONIGHT AND THEY ALL HAD TO EXCHANGE PHOTOS AND A LADY TOOK YOUR PHOTO WHO NEVER KNEW
YOU OR SARAH AND SHE TOLD HER ALL ABOUT YOU ABOUT YOUR ACCIDENT ABOUT HOW YOU MISS US ALL AND HOW
CLOSE WE WERE WELL IVE CRIED ALL NIGHT COS I WANT YOU BACK I HATE THIS LIFE WITHOUT YOU DAL......
PLEASE DAL WAIT FOR ME COS I MISS YOU SO SO MUCH I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY BROKEN HEART I MISS YOU MORE
AND MORE EVERYDAY AND I DONT WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE WITHOUT YOU SON ITS TOO HARD AND IT HURTS SO MUCH
X X X X X X X X NIGHT MY DAL YOUR SO PRECIOUS TO ME X X X X X X X LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER
Please feel free to light a candle for my son Darren
Thank you Jenny
Hi Jenny
Thank you so much for your lovely tribute to my son, Marc. I'm on to Darren's website justnow and it's so beautiful. It was so kind of you to take time to write the nice things you did. My heart goes out to you for Darren. Even to look at his face if you don't know him, he looks such a lovely, caring guy. What a loss for you. I'm sure he's watching over you and gets upset when he sees you so sad. I know Marc does. It's his 20th birthday today but my thoughts are with you and family and Darren too. I'm sure Marc and Darren will meet other lovely friends in Heaven and be looking after the ones they've got here on earth. God bless you and your family, Jenny. Nicola xxxxxx
OOPS
Now then Dal, were you there with Kel laughing at me last night? How stupid am I? It's all your fault getting me on the bloody Smirnoff Ice. I don't know. I didn't notice my shoes there, I could barely see an inch in front of me, so it's my own fault I fell over I guess. Anyway, they say my wrist is broken in 2 places, I may need to go back and have it pinned dependant on how it mends in the next couple of weeks. fantastic timing on my part! At least it's my left one, at least I can still write, type and look after myself, and yeah, I can still open a bottle, eases the pain !!! lol
Anyway, wanted to just say sorry for no candles today, but I was in A&E for 9 hours! Thankfully when I got back, I slept, so now i have time to come and see all my friends on here.
Hope you had a good day today, probably found it all very amusing, I know my Kel will have! (swine! LOL)
Love to you Jenny, The pictures are beautiful, thankyou. I just meant it's too soon to have pictures of Kel, the rest is fine. really, thankyou. xxxx
take care, c u tomorrow. much love. XxXxXxX
xxx
If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you.
And share with you it's beauty
On the days you're feeling blue.
If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own.
A place to find serenity
A place to be alone.
If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea.
But all these things I'm finding
are impossible for me,
I cannot build a mountain
Or catch a rainbow fair
But let me be...what I know best,
A friend that's always there.
To Jenny
If Roses grow in heaven
Lord please pick a bunch for me
Place them in my mothers arms
And tell her they're from me
Tell her i love her and miss her
And when she turns to smile
Place a kiss upon her cheek
And hold her for a while
Hi Jenny I'm sorry for the bad news that you've had . When somebody else dies it knocks you back it's true what you say life is shit.I put the photo of Ziggy back on the mainpage soley for you so i hope it brought a smile to your face that picture was taken on Ziggy's 21st birthday when he went to Elland road and met the Leeds football players so it was a happy day for him. I hope you are feeling a bit better today love to you as always Andrea xxx
My Angel
When i have no one to turn to,
and i am feeling kind of low,
when there is no one to talk to
and nowhere i want to go,
i search deep within myself.
It is the love inside my heart
That lets me know my angels there
Even though we are miles apart.
A smile then appears upon my face
And the sun begins to shine.
I hear a voice, so soft and sweet
Saying,'Everything will be just fine
'
It may seen that i am alone.
But i am never by myself at all.
Whenever i need my angel near
all i have to do is call.
An angels love is always true
On that you can depend.
They will always stand behind you
And will always be your friend.
Through darkest hours and brightest days
Our angels see us through
They smile when we are happy,
and they will cry when we are blue.
Thank you for visiting David's site and the kind words. My favourite saying is 'Death is a heartache no-one can heal. Love is a memory no-one can steal'. Take care.
Hi Jenny i hope your okay love, I really feel for you because i know exactly how you feel it is hard to go on when you have lost a child . I don't think anyone can be the same person again but i'm sure its true god only takes the best and our boys are the best love to you Andrea xxx
Tears
Morning Dal just had to come and chat to you tears rolling down my face I MISS YOU.It hurts so much Dal i long to see your cheeky face,your smile hear you laugh again i miss everything about you babe.Why did you have to leave us im sitting in your untouched room writing this im kidding myself your on holiday or working away if only, then i wouldnt be feeling this pain.It hurts so much Dal i try to be strong for your brothers but it is so hard Stu always says he's not only lost a brother he has lost he's mum too im sorry i cant be there old mum anymore.I feel angry and shaky today my heart feels like it has hit the floor broken into a million pieces never able to be put back together again i feel like a red hot knife has been ripped through my body i feel drained never to feel right again i feel so lonely all the company in the world cant change that.You used to always be first at everything Dal go-karting.mini motors you had so much fun i often watch the mini-motor dvd Tel done for me just wish you hadnt always come first cos you even had to be the first to die WHY ???I sit and hear bikes go by and wish so much it was you on your way home you would come in throw your keys on the side and call out 'alright mum or where are ya bird'.I miss you getting ready saturday nights Tel and coxy coming over Coxy would always get here early loaded with snirm.fosters.vodka and red bull then the drinking would start Tel arriving to join in and sometimes the others would meet here too, if i hadnt had a drink you would say mum runs over festival but i wasnt allowed to drop you's outside Ikon/Diva that would spoil your street cred (lol) the drive would be a nightmare with you and Tel telling me how to drive when to change gear etc (lol) miss all these times and more, miss your mates too, they still pop in.I will never see you get old,get wed,have kids and moan at me when i get old.I know how much your brothers and mates miss you, who wouldnt you were fantastic to them all.I know they all have to get on with life but it hurts me so much i dont begrudge them, any of them i just feel your being left behind that hurts me.The memories will always be here good and bad but i need you they aint enough.I love you more and more each day and i miss you so very much.You have had so many candles lit and tributes added they are all lovely, people are so thoughtful and caring on this GTS site i thank them all Dal.Well i need to get ready to come to see you at crem. I LOVE YOU DAL x x x x always and forever x x x x Please wait for me Dal x x x x
I stood by your bed last night, I came to have a peep.
I could see that you were crying, you found it hard to sleep.
I whined to you softly as you brushed away a tear,
It's me, I haven't left you, I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here.
I was close to you at breakfast, I watched you pour the tea, you were thinking of the many times your hands reached out to me.
I was with you at the shops today, your arms were getting sore. I longed to take your parcels, I wish I could do more.
I was with you at my grave today, you tend it with such care. I want to reassure you that I'm not lying there.
I walked with you towards the house, as you fumbled for your key. I gently put my hand on you, I smiled and said it's me.
You looked so very tired, and sank into a chair.
I tried so hard to let you know, that I was standing there.
It's possible for me to be so near you every day.
To say to you with certainty, I never went away.
You sat there very quietly, then smiled, I think you knew ... in the stillness of that evening, I was very close to you.
The day is over... I smile and watch you yawning
and say goodnight, God bless, I'll see you in the morning.
And when the time is right for you to cross the brief divide,
I'll rush across to greet you and we'll stand, side by side.
I have so many things to show you, there is so much for you to see. Be patient, live your journey out ... then come home to be with me.
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